Better late than never, right? LOL … I found myself at the bottom of a rabbit hole of my own making. I was cleaning my office out and found my original notes and drawings that led to my novel that is not yet done. I started reading and forgot to lift my head out of the sand long enough to write my weekly blog post.
What pulled me in all the way to the bottom was studying the differences of where the story began (those notes/scribbles and a few drawings) and where the story is – how it has blossomed into the amazing thing, seemingly from nowhere. I wrote it, and I still can’t believe it.
Part of me knows that the disbelief I feel when I am writing is due to lack of confidence. I never think anything I write is any good. As you can probably tell, my mind is starting to change on that front. I did, after all, call my novel amazing even though it is not yet finished. I’m past the point of faking it, and I am making it, ever so slowly (and possibly a little late) but I am making it…. somehow.